Important Feelings

Male-Belarus x Reader

Warnings: None.


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This time, it was for something different, even more wicked than his usual self. But it wouldn't stop, not at all, at least. He knew it was bad and dangerous, but...did he cared?

No, not at all.

"Where are you taking me?" she asked, feeling tired of all the running she has made with Nikolai, he did ran faster than her, but even if he knew it, he didn't care at all. "I have a bad feeling of this, Nikolai."

"Four months ago you were asking me for some kind of gentle gesture and not be too cold, didn't you?" he rolled his eyes, running even faster. There would be the usual branch sticking out of the tree and she would accidentally hit her face against it.

"I know, but..." she trailed off. Partly because she was thinking about her statement, and the other for the lack of oxygen getting into her lungs for all the activity. She coughed. "I wasn't expecting you to bring me here, into the forest."

"It's not like I care of what you are feeling..." he mumbled.

"You are so confusing," she sighed.

Nikolai didn't answer, only the sound of the leaves crunching by his rapid footsteps. His were fast an aggressive, but her's were all the opposite: soft and lazy.  The cold breeze made her shiver, even if having on the jacket Nikolai just recently gave her when she complained about the cold.

He stomped immediately, took off his jacket, and wrapped it around her shoulders. So fast as if someone was after them; Chasing, and haunting. Even if it was night, during the end of October, she knew such monsters don´t exist.

"We're here..."  Nikolai suddenly stopped, not previously warning to his friend about the stop. So, afterwards, she ended up bumping her head against his back.

"Oh," she winced, gritting her teeth. "Is your back made or steel or something?"

"Are you slow or something?" he exhaled. He sat down on the grass and stared to the lake before them. Someone would have get scared by the eerie feeling of being in the middle of the night, on-front of a lake. But...Nikolai wasn't. He was brave enough like to take such risk. "Come on, sit down." he said, grabbing [Y/N]´s wrist and yanking her down.

"Oh-GOD!" she fell on-top of him, heads hitting against each other by the un-coordinated movement.

"You are definitely slow," he said, pushing her off from him.

" You should definitely be more careful," she hissed, rubbing her now aching head. "See? Now you got me an headache!"

"...Do you want to put your head on my lap?" he asked, grinning. "Don't worry, I won't do anything..."

"I cannot certainly trust you, Nikolai." she chuckled and shook her head softly.

They both fell into silence, just staring at the peaceful lake that showed serenity. However, Nikolai didn´t loved to be among silence, he would constantly like to get attention only from those he loved. And unfortunately, his big sister, Anya, was dead just a seven months ago. And the only one who helped him to get out of his melancholy, was [Y/N].
He knew it wasn't obsession what he felt, but it's a feeling of caring. For him, with or without romantic feelings, the girl sitting besides him was important. When everyone else were frightened of him, she was the only one who seem to kick away her fear, understand the painful feelings of losing a relative, and tried to help him.

He was about to speak, tell his dear friend that they should start going before it was even more late.

The feeling of [Y/N]'s head falling against his shoulders, and the calm inhaling and exhaling was enough to make him feel flattered and sigh.

Maybe what he felt is love. But for now, he wasn´t sure.

"[Y/N]," he shook his head, a smirk on his pale face. Making sure she was completely asleep, he reached down and gave her a fast kiss on [Y/N]´s forehead. "you are confusing also..."